So, Thinking of What To Say


Hey guys. So Andrew here. Bringing you just another post. I don’t feel like I want to speak on my daily life right now currently cause there is some stuff that is great going on but also some drama. In the past I wish I would have posted about all this drama so I can just vent about it all I want, but now people I know read my blog. And I feel like I’m in conflict. What if they read up about my feelings? They actually get to know what I’m thinking about them. It was funny. My best friend Michael, his Mom had just read up on me about how I thought about the vacation with his family in South Colorado. Apparently, his Mom, according to Michael, said that I made his family look bad, which I can understand from his Mom’s point that I shouldn’t mention them if I say something slightly negative, but at the same time I feel like: okay, you’re gonna read my blog and my inner thoughts and what I feel then chastise me? I’m not imposing the idea that I don’t like her reading my blog, but I mean, get ready. These are my thoughts. I speak my thoughts. Not all of it, of course. There’s a certain level of respect I have for people’s privacy, but if you come into contact with my life I will write about you. At the most I won’t mention your name if you would like me to, but this is my blog. So I’ve come to an final conclusion. Kinda funny how I said “final” and “conclusion”; basically the same thing. I am going to exploit my thoughts about the people. And if they get butt-hurt then come talk to me. So yea. Big decision. I feel like I’m posting one paragraph/one message articles to you guys. Kinda of interesting. Anyway, see you all. Gotta watch the Walking Dead Premiere tonight. 🙂 Bye.

-ACP

 

Procrastinating Is Controlling Me…


Hey guys. Andrew here. Bringing you just a post that’s out of the usual.

I love writing I do. Seriously, that’s why I made this blog. At some points near my late 13 or early 14 year I’ve been considering seriously deleting my blog. The only thing that is holding me back from going with that idea is that I have years of written writing that I put time to write and post. And at some point, I want to look back at my life when I was teenager and see how brutally broken and dysfunctional I was, with the hormones and all. I can’t even type as fast as I used to. I mean, I still type fast, relatively, because I used to be blogging on this blog for about 2 years straight and I still use computers, so it’s not a surprise that I still acquire the skill of typing fast on a keyboard. Not getting off track though. I will keep this blog forever. Never delete it. Ever. It’s my final decision. I have to many precious memories that I shared on this blog. I still plan sometime, if not starting right now to continue writing my daily life. It’s not that I don’t have time. I just don’t want to put my time into writing on my blog. At first, when I think about blogging on my good ol’ blog, I think at first that would be the right thing for me to do, but then when I get on the blog, I dread the idea of writing. I don’t know why. I hope it’s a phase.

Anyway, lots of things have been happening in my life. I’ve become a pretty good beat-boxer. I can rap fast and have several freestyle battles or just regular freestyles with others and friends. I’ve also had a lot of crucial thing happen to me the past year, but I’m coming out my little middle school shell and hopefully becoming more mature. Also, for the first time my Dad has approved me having a Youtube channel, which I have now. Go check it out: YOUTUBE CHANNEL. It feels good that I can say/admit that I have a Youtube channel on my blog, not thinking that my Dad or anybody of my Dad’s friends who read my blog will tell my Dad. Anyway, the reason for the title “Procrastinating is Controlling Me” is because it really is. Because of procrastinating I’ve been ruining lots of my grades, not that I don’t have good grades, but you get the point. Procrastinating is also keeping me away from my blog. What happened to those good ol times when I could write posts that had more than 1000 words in them everyday? I don’t know if I’ll reach that point in my life again. We’ll see. So anyway, just felt like writing sincerely to my 78 followers that read my blog (if they do). See ya!

-ACP